A Hooker's Sex Stories
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My Early Days as a Prostitute Part 5For all you know, I could subscribe to the school of thought that says we should never let the truth spoil a good story and isn’t that what many of you are here for, a good story about hardcore sex with a hooker? Don’t feel embarrassed if you are here for nothing more than good story about fucking a prostitute, you are not the only one. And I don’t think less of you because you have come looking for sex stories about prostitutes. In fact I admire you for having the courage to come looking. There are so many men and women out there who, in their heart of hearts, want to find out what it’s like to be a prostitute but are too scared, too frightened or just too insecure to do what you have done. Instead they feed on those desires in the dark places of their soul. On the outside they are fine upstanding members of the community who publicly wish that they could drive every prostitute out of town but deep down even just the word ‘prostitute’ turns them on. I pity those people because inside they are just shriveled up caricatures of humanity. They are hypocrites and dishonest and what they shun in public but lust after in private should not bother anyone who is honest enough to be here reading my story. So once again I ask you, is my story true or is it a complete fabrication? What do you think? Yes or no? Let me tell you that since I became a prostitute I have been on an unbelievable voyage of discovery and I have been discovering myself. In the nearly seven years that I have been delivering my body to strangers in exchange for cash I have learnt more about myself than I ever had in the previous thirty years. And I am beginning to like what I am discovering. Sometimes I find these discoveries all by myself, at other times some of my clients point them out to me and often my husband will suggest them to me. Sometimes I make the discovery, I realize something about myself but I’m too scared to admit it because to admit it might take me in a direction that I don’t think I should go. One of the greatest discoveries I have made about myself was one of those and it has a lot to do with why I am a prostitute. Sure, the money can be good and it’s great to be my own boss but there is something more that keeps me in this industry. For other hookers that something might not even exist or it might be something entirely different but for me that something is submission. I keep on enjoying being a prostitute because I want to submit to men. When I give them my body and they enter me or play with me, when they fuck me or lick my pussy I am in their power and I am possessed by them. When I am in a session with a guy, whether it’s a regular or a guy I will never see again, my consciousness is focused totally on them and what they are doing to me. I’m not thinking about my other business, I’m not thinking about my husband, for that time while I am possessed by a guy who has paid for my body I am in ultimate submission to them. Ultimate submission can take many forms. I might be worshipping their cock with my mouth, I might be laying completely still on the bed – because they don’t want me to move – while they drive their cock into me again and again and use me for their pleasure. Or I might even be holding on and struggling not to allow an orgasm to overwhelm me because the guy who is pounding my pussy has not yet given me permission to surrender to the orgasm. Ultimate surrender can take various forms but where ever it leads, and it’s different with every client, the bottom line is that I have surrendered to the guy I am with, he possesses me totally and he is my master. When I realized that what I have just described was one of the reasons that I enjoy what I do, I suddenly began to enjoy it even more. Now isn’t that crazy? It’s especially crazy when you consider that I submit to all those men and then there are men who come to submit to me. Once I began to become comfortable with the whole submission thing I began to look for sites that dealt with that and here is one that I particularly enjoy. You must click the image to take the tour. 
] Posted: Sunday 20th February 2005, 9:43 AM |
